Has anyone ever wondered where their moral compass lies? Whether they truly believe they are righteous enough that they are always there for people?
Or are they only there for people when it would make them look like a knight in shining armor?
I’ve been wrestling with this question for a couple of days now…
And honestly I am beginning to feel like I’ve been a shitty friend to certain people. Sure, I’ve been there in times of need, but where have I been besides then? And even when I am there, when I see how some of their other friends help them, I feel like everything I do will never match that, even if I want it to.
To those people (who will read this), I want to say I’m sorry I’ve let you down. I have gone on for so long thinking that I have been a great friend, rushing in to save the day when it’s needed. When all I’ve really done is stumble in, try and patch a few things, and then kind of stumble around aimlessly not knowing what else to say or do.
I’m sorry I have failed you as a friend.